How can you say you love a hospital even though you have spent almost 3 hours waiting for a 20 minutes procedure? Well, I’m going to say it anyway. I just love Glendale Adventist Hospital. We were fortunate enough to visit the emergency room once again. It has been a little over a year since we had checked in with the receptionists and triage nurse. I guess we were due back.
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Archive for September, 2007
4 at 13 months
Sunday, September 16th, 2007The Penny is in the Pee-Pee
Thursday, September 13th, 2007“Hurry, Mommy, Come Quick!!!!”
I dread hearing those words. Mostly because I do not need to come quick. It does not constitute the emergency I think of; calling 9-1-1, injury, illness. Instead it is because someone isn’t sharing or William is getting into something, non-dangerous, that will create a mess.
Today it was Connor screaming from the bathroom. I got worried that he threw-up again since we are till getting over an illness. I rushed into the bathroom.
C: Mommy, my Buzz Lightyear penny is in the pee-pee.
I stared at the penny willing it to magically levitate out of the toilet. I wondered why I don’t have gloves in the house. And I did the math on whether or not the flushing of the toilet would make the penny go down, because I don’t mind sticking my hand into clean water.
M: I don’t know honey. I think its gone forever.
I was resisting the urge to lecture him on not playing with pennies while we pee.
C: But, Mommy, you have to do something?!
Well, that was the magic thing to say. He was so devastated, but still asked for help without crying or throwing a tantrum. He was polite and used such a good and complete sentence. What can I say? I’m a sucker for my children.
So I found a wooden spoon that we never use and I fished out the penny.
I saved the day.
You Think
Friday, September 7th, 2007Do you think that I am over it
Better than before
Maybe I’ve forgotten
Doesn’t hurt me anymore?
Do you think that I am doing fine
No tears are shed each day
Get up and just get going
Pain has all but gone away?
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Getting pregnant so soon, was it right?
Thursday, September 6th, 2007I remember being very detached the first twelve weeks of William’s pregnancy – not really telling anyone and making endless trips to the bathroom to check for blood. I even told God to take the baby early if it was going to happen because I didn’t want to go through labor again. It was a very depressing winter. I laid on the couch surrounded my tissues (I had cold after cold) watching feel-good movies and black and whites. I spent SOOO much time online obsessing about what could go wrong. It was such a dark time for me. Even worse than losing the twins.
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Grieving for a Stranger
Wednesday, September 5th, 2007Someone I know of lost their daughter recently. I don’t know this lady well. I have never met her daughter, but ever since finding out this news I haven’t been the same. I know the loss of your child. I know that this woman likely lays awake at night crying, if she gets to sleep she is only greeted by nightmares. I know that there will be some mornings when she will wake, enumerate the list of things to be done, forgetting to add ‘grieving’ to the list. Then she will remember. Her breath will be taken away. The pain in her heart will return. Her face will be wet with tears.
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