Thursday, August 30, 2007

John & Kate + 8

Can I love and hate a show all at the same time? Well, I do. I watch this show and how the husband and wife interact and over and over think to myself, "that's me and my husband". Their six year old Maddie has so many of the characteristics of my Lainy Ann. I just watch the show and think, "wow, I'm not crazy. Other mothers are that meticulous and structured.

But then I tear up and think, "we would have been okay with 4 children under four years old. We could have handled it - they do" and it makes me sad.

So I watch the show when my husband isn't around and the baby won't ask me why I am crying. Why do I torture myself so much?

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